Ain? Ohoho!

jangan over bley tak?

2011-02-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

"direnjis2 dipilis,ditepungi la tawar,hai beras kunyit ditabur,disiram si air mawar..."

dah lama tak update blog ni.dah bersawang tebal dah neh.huhu.maaf.xde kelapangan lately.banyak sangat urusan.dulu2 time study leh la update blog selalu tapi since dah bekerja ni kurang sket masa untuk mencoret.lebih mudah membaca di laman 'muka buku' (since saya lebih suka membaca daripada menulis)dan orang sekarang pon lebih suka bertwit atau berfb saje...
well...technology is good.tapi bila digunakan untuk jaja cerita sendiri...sangat irrational.come on...xkan la dah ade teknologi still nak jadi kepochi macam makcik-makcik di kampung?pls la...orang 'lama' memang suka ambil tahu hal orang lain.xkan la orang 'baru' pon macam tu kot???bukan nak mengata, tapi pedoman.hal peribadi jangan la nak cerita dekat twitter or facebook.nk jumpa suami dimana malam nnt? nk bagi suami pakai baju ape? nk bagi ape untuk isteri? or worst...aku dah nak kahwin.sila lihat daisy ticker aku! ooooowwwhhhh pleeeeaaseeeeee! cut it. xde sape nak tau ape u guys nak buat la.tulis la sesuatu yang membina sikit.xkn la nk update tarikh kahwin pon kene tulis kat facebook kot?kolot amat.mmg itu tarikh penting anda...tapi x payah la terhegeh2 jaja satu dunia.gosh! what's got into u??
kepada yang berkenaan, tolong...jangan la gunakan teknologi untuk benda karut begitu.mungkin anda sedang dilamun cinta, menanti orang baru dalam keluarga,waima tengah berdebar menunggu tarikh di ijab kabul...simpan la untuk diri sendiri.bila sampai tarikhnye,bila dah bersalin, bila dah kenduri...heboh la pada dunia.x perlu buat sekarang.
hal peribadi...simpan sendiri...

plus minus sebulan

2010-06-15T12:48:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah...selesai gak majlis yang dirancang sejak sekian lama.dimulai dengan kunjungan seterusnya upacara merisik dan disudahi dengan acara meminang.sekarang tunggu masa untuk disatukan aje la.tempoh setahun 3 bulan cukup mematangkan.orang kata x perlu tunggu lama-lama.niat yang ikhlas akan Allah permudahkan urusan.diselitkan bersama gambar-gambar semasa hari penting :)

majlis pertunangan 13 jun 2010

majlis merisik 14 mei 2010

2010-03-31T16:51:00.002+08:00

it has been a while since i last updated this blog.so many things to do....never enough time.so what happened recently?just now i've had just been observed by the KPP Bahasa from JPN Kedah.double period lesson and she stayed there for the whole lesson (impressed).luckily my students were okay.they knew how to behave in front of the guest.from the comment that she made, she was satisfied with my work.not to mention the tips she had just given me (really appreciate that!) and overall everything was okay.thanks to cikgu nasa for his tips as well...but most importantly, thanks to my other half who threw ideas and brainstormed on the activities.thanks darl!

simpati vs empati

2009-11-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

kita hidup dalam dunia ni hepi je kan?kadang2 ada gak rasa x hepi bila ape yang diingini x tercapai or bila hati dilukai.tapi penah x u guys terfikir betapa ramai manusia di dunia ni yang mungkin hidup depa x penah hepi pon...kebetulan hari ni saya terserempak dengan individu-individu yang betul2 membuka mata kita yang hidup dalam serba kesenangan. seorang wanita tua (opah) cina (ah so) melintas jalan yang sangat sibuk di bercham tapi xde sape yang tolong beri laluan..dalam hati saya menyumpah orang yang xnk beri laluan pada opah tu. tapi bila saya sampai dekat je ngan opah tu, dia ketuk cermin kete saya and bertanya if saya nak beli buluh yang dia dah belah2 ...ada sorang lelaki yang nak bawak opah tu ke tepi jalan sebab keadaan dia sangat membahayakan nyawa dia sendiri tapi opah tu berdegil taknak ke tepi sebab dia nak jual jugak buluh tu.dalam hati saya, saya rasa kesian tahap melampau pada opah tu. mulanya saya nak bagi dia duit tapi kete kat belakang sume dah hon so terpaksa la saya teruskan perjalanan.
tak berapa lama lepas tu saya melalui jalan tu lagi tapi opah tu dah takde. mebi polis atau orang ramai dah bawak dia ke tepi jalan.baguslah.kao tak bahaya nyawa dia dok kat tengah2 jalan tu.pas lalu kawasan tu masa saya on the way ke kinta city, saya terserempak dengan seorang lelaki yang nek beskal and bawak banyak sangat kotak. saya rasa mungkin dia pengumpul kotak and kotak tu nak dijual untuk dapatkan duit. lelaki india tu bawak basikal dalam keadaan terhuyung-hayang sebab kereta yang banyak and keadaan yang hujan. bila saya tengok dia saya rasa kesian sangat. betapa susahnye orang tu hendak mencari sesuap nasi...
tetiba teringat pada atok saya yang dah berumur 72 tahun,dan masih bekerja berhempas pulas sebagai pengawal keselamatan yang hanya tuhan je yang tahu dimana.dalam umur yang dah lanjut, atok terpaksa bekerja untuk mencari duit, untuk beli keperluan asas hidup sedangkan pada masa yang sama dia ada anak2 yang boleh membantu.
bukan atok je, tapi ramai lagi orang dia luar sana yang terpaksa bersusah payah mencari duit. kesian...tapi itulah kehidupan. cuma pujian yang dapat diberikan pada insan2 ini yang sangat tabah menghadapi cabaran hidup. mereka tabah dan tidak menyerah pada takdir. mereka bekerja dan tidak meminta2...anak2 mereka, ingatlah pada ibu bapa yang sedang bertarung nyawa mencari nafkah di luar sana. di mana anda? ape yang boleh kita lakukan untuk membantu?

driver teksi

2009-11-20T18:49:00.002+08:00

okei.dah selamat sampai ipoh.penat gak drive non-stop kedah-ipoh neh.kalo tiap2 minggu macam ni semput.ngan pinggang yang tak berapa baik hati dua hari ni, driving menjadi terlalu la memenatkan dan menyakitkan. enough bout dat.nk citer ni pasal teksi.well ade kaitan gak ngan perjalanan selama 2 jam (yang semua orang kata 'wow' terbang ke drive?)tadi.tiring+lapar+saket belakang.bila sampai je ipoh, kete mulai sesak. well, kat penang tadi pon jam gak tapi bila dah sampai tempat sendiri lagi la bertambah tension ngan kete yang banyak. ngah syok2 speeding tetiba sebuah teksi ngan takde 'signal'nye masuk lane saya.'pergh...suka suki je masuk jalan aku' (kata saya dalam ati).the point yang saya nak highlight ialah, pemandu teksi, kebanyakannye, tak tau ikut peraturan jalan raya+ sombong+ bongkak+ikut suka ati je nak wat jalan tu macam mak bapak depa yang punya.kepada sesiapa yang pernah mengalami kejadian yang lebih kurang sama, jom kita bukak kedai kopi and bincang isu ni.ja

perempuan itu dan lelaki itu

2009-11-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

perempuan itu...
kawanku.dulu la...
kawan baikku. dulu la...
menjadi peneman tika aku x hepi.
menjadi tempat aku bercerita, bergurau senda, merempit bersama
meluahkan amarah, segala gundah gulana di jiwa.
teman aku menangis tika takut kehilangan
teman aku bergembira
dialah kawanku. dulu la...

tapi aku tak sangka...
warna hitam menyelubungi langit 'frienship' yang aku puja
perempuan itu
teman aku bercerita
menyebar cerita tentangku
menjaja kisah aku
sedangkan di guna initial 'kawan' ku
baru kini aku tahu
setelah bertahun-tahun berlalu
tahun-tahun sepi
aku mencari
siapa yang membuat onar
menyebar cerita tentangku
hingga aku dipandang buruk oleh yang lain
rupa-rupanya
dialah
perempuan itu...

Tuhan itu Maha Adil
Maha Mengetahui
perempuan itu
yang berpura-pura menjadi sahabatku
rupa-rupanya tak lebih daripada kenangan masa lalu
telah aku maafkan
tetapi tak mungkin aku lupakan
apa yang engkau telah lakukan pada aku
wwahai
perempuan itu...
pergilah engkau
jangan berpura-pura lagi
engkau dah x bererti dalam hidupku
walaupun aku sayangkan dan rindukan perempuan itu...
dulu

lelaki itu...
ada kisah denganku
lelaki itulah yang memberi aku sinar
lelaki itu yang menerima aku
yang aku kasih

biarpun ada kisah disebalik semua ini
aku bersyukur
aku tidak merampas lelaki itu daripada sesiapa
dia 'tidak berpunya'
aku juga 'available'
jadi
bukan salahku
bukan salahnya
everything is fair in love and war

aku berkasih
aku berperang
adil bukan?
yang aku tau
aku sayangkan lelaki itu
dan aku tak peduli kisah silamnya
kerana...
yang aku tahu
dia milikku
bukan milik perempuan itu

my days

2009-10-20T21:20:00.004+08:00

minggu ni hectic sangat.tapi puas ati teramat. last sunday was my convocation day. terlalu hepi sebab yang tersayang ada dengan saya di hari bersejarah. memang senyum sampai malam.tido pon sempat mimpi2 agi.kui3. but truthfully, i'm so happy. ada daddy, mummy, along n hubby, sherry, arep n my beloved honey near me. ohohoh~ btw, a day after dat p genting plak ngan mummy, daddy n arep.mmg enjoy.tapi kalo p ramai2 agi besh esp kalo ade my sisters n bf. btw, here are some photos during my convo.gmbo kat genting xde.lupa bwk kamera.

Cuti Rehat

2009-10-15T09:49:00.002+08:00

2 minggu ni rasa penat sangat. kene travel Kedah-> Ipoh -> KL -> Ipoh-> Kedah-> Ipoh
->KL->Ipoh-> Kedah. Penat woooo...badan rasa dah tek bermaya dah neh.arini perjalanan bermula agi.nak sangat cuti.siyesli.nk cuti panjang!!!

kursus KMLDP di The Summit Hotel- Siri 3

2009-10-13T21:01:00.004+08:00

okeh.akhirnya daku dah melepasi tempoh kuarantin di The Summit Hotel (untuk kursus-bukan H1N1). Dh selamat sampai di Batu Lima dah dan dah selamat tido di atas tilam dan bantal empuk di dalam bilik. Totoro yang dah dekat seminggu x jmpe pon dtg peluk saya.hiiiyaaahhh!mmg dia rindukan saya.

Puan Romilah dari SMK Tunku Putra dan Puan Suriani dari SMK Kuala Pegang- "Kusyuknye kak"

Puan Azimah (Kak Azie)- kaunselor SMKA Baling- merangkap rumet selama 3 hari 2 malam

Cikgu Cekgi dari SMK Baling, SMK Gulau dan SMK Sik yangtekun wt keje. sorang agi x sure dari skul mn

so, ape yang jadi dalam siri 3 neh? ekceli tadi saya tumpangkan kak azie pulang ke rumah di bandaraya Baling. Pas selamat semangkuk bihun sup dah teh panas dimakan dan diminum, saya pon bertolak balik. kak azie ada la gitau direction nk ke Batu Lima ikut jalan Parit Panjang. i tot jalan tu senang.ekceli mmg senang pon. Tapi disebabkan xde signboard dan jalan pon cantik, saya terlepas selekoh yang patutnye saya amik dan teruskan journey 10km ke Bongor. at first cam yakin dh ikut jalan yang betul. tapi bila makin lama jalan tu makin sunyi, sahih saya sesat. so patah balik ke jalan yang mula2 lalu before dat. jalan punya jalan sesat agi. terpaksa la ringankan mulut tanya direction daripada orang kampung. Tengkiu abang motor and Pakcik Suratkhabar yang tolong tunjuk arah. akhirnye jumpe gak jalan pulang. (tapi bazirkan minyak sebab sesat sampai 22km.

so dh selamat la sampai.kepenatan yang tidak terhingga.tapi yang bagusnye, saya dh tau dh jalan kat area neh. but i prefer jalan di bandar sebab ada signboard. kat kampung ni payah sket esp kalo sesat sorang2. JAUH PERJALANAN LUAS PEMANDANGAN. Yaribba!!

kursus KMLDP di the summit hotel, bukit mertajam siri 2

2009-10-12T17:45:00.003+08:00

HARI TANPA PLASTIK

arini sempat la p tinjau2 kawasan sekeliling hotel.petang ni mmg free.so leh la p shopping. niat di hati mmg la nk shopping tapi memikirkan bulan depan gaji lambat masuk terpaksa la batalkan niat yang murni tuh.huhu. okei, syok2 tinjau2 kawasan, saya n kak azie (kaunselor SMKA Baling) masuk la pasaraya THE STORE yang femes kat bukit mertajam neh. dh beli 1-2 barang, kami pon p la ke kaunter cashier utk bayar. dh kira2 sume cashier tu kata la "Hari ni HARI TANPA PLASTIK di negeri Pulau Pinang.Kalo nak plastik, akak kene bayar extra 20 sen". pas pikir2, kami mengambil keputusan untuk bayar je 20 sen untuk 1 plastik besar (gabung je barang saya n kak azie)sebab barang kami besar n mudah pecah.

mmg murni kempen kerajaan negeri Pulau Pinang nk wat hari tanpa plastik neh. bijak gak coz hanya hari Isnin setiap minggu adalah hari tanpa plastik. at least save banyak tanah kat tapak pelupusan sampah.well...penang pon bukan la besar sangat. sgt 'brilliant' idea tuh.however...ade gak kelemahannye.kalo xnk org guna plastik, ape kata kalo ari isnin, pesan kat org yang nk shopping bawak beg kertas sendiri. tak pon, sediakan beg kertas bertangkai dengan harga yang berpatutan. ni x, setakat 20 sen, of coz orang beli jugak plastik tu sbb plastik paling berguna untuk simpan barang. orang skg ni kaya2. depa sanggup je beli plastik yang berharga 20 sen tu. (kami beli gak sebab ssh nak bawak cermin besar+rak gelas+rak remote control dalam paper bag.ssh oooo...beg kertas yang disediakan xde tangkai). tapi usaha pihak kerajaan ni patut dipuji la. sangat bgs (tapi check gak la bahagian2 yang boleh diperbaiki).

so kawan2.meh la mai penang n beli belah pada setiap ari isnin untuk menjaga alam sekitar!

kursus KMLDP di the summit hotel, bukit mertajam siri 1

2009-10-12T13:45:00.002+08:00

aloha!lama dh x menulis since connection yang teruk di sik. btw, sekarang daku berada di The Summit Hotel Bukit Mertajam menghadiri kursus KMLDP kelolaan PPD Baling. ekceli saya just mewakili kaunselor (s) seramai tiga orang semuanya yang x dapat hadir kursus ni atas alasan masing2. at first saya patut bercuti after balik dari KL tapi atas sebab urusan kerja (yakni kursus ini) saya dengan dukacitanya meng'postpone' cuti rehat khas tersebut (alangkah mulia.sanggup tuh~) k, cite pasal hotel, dari luar mmg nmpk 'WOW'.sanagt dekat ngan jalan n sgt 'GRANDE'. inside, not bad at all. bilik tersangat la luas. kawasan dalam hotel pon best.ada swimming pool and dining room kt tepi kolam. very nice. tapi makanan tersangat la simple. depa ni sep bajet kot. bagi makanan yang leh dapat kat umah. dari pandangan hadapan hotel mmg cantik. view dari tingkat atas (my room kat tingkat 8) leh nampak jambatan pulau pinang. (korang bayangkan je la.huhu)tapi prob sket, house keeping xkn anto iron+iron board masuk bilik guests. nk iron baju kene turun tingkat 6 (apeda...)kat level bawah bangunan hotel neh adalah mall. i mean, ada pasaraya the store+++. (sekali tengok cam Sungei wang plaza versi cikai sket). ada pawagam tapi filem2 yang ditayangkan hanya yang dah lapok ditelan zaman. cite2 yang kuar 2 tahun lepas pon dia tayang gak.cite tamil paling banyak. (ish3).kat level bawah gak ada parking lot and bus station. ramai giler mamat bangla kat bawah tu time petang2. so...itu je for the time being. nnt saya update agi k. :)

konvo owh konvo

2009-10-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

daku nek hangin ngan internet yang slow tahap dewa neh.ish. geram tol.uitm plak mintak macam2. suro isi borang tu la, sahkan borang ni la.leceh! dah la gap raptai ngan hari kejadian sampai seminggu. ingat dekat ke kedah ngan selangor? adoyai...btw, dh nk konvo dh. x sabo nk jumpe kak mora ngan kak erah n my best fren paan boboi. (yang lelain xde la windu sgt. jahatnye daku~)so guyz, jumpe disana! mwah2

perkhidmatan yang tersangatlah teruk

2009-09-25T23:51:00.001+08:00

lately mmg payah sgt nk contact org trough line celcom. cam ape je. dh dekat seminggu kot line teruk. i tot pas tukar ke celcom, perkhidmatan bertambah okei tapi makin teruk adela. seb baik x let go no maxis. guna semula la nampaknyer...

duit!duit! dimana ko duit?

2009-09-25T12:47:00.002+08:00

uish, makin lama raya makin susut poket gue.ohohoho! ape taknye, tiap ari kuar shopping.ngeh3.well...skg la masanya nk shopping. kat sik tu ape yang ade.huhu.dok di kejauhan neh ade baiknye jgk.nnt balik sik kompem leh simpan duit.x leh nak meronggeng dh.btw, x cite agi pasal skolah. well, daku telah di 'posted'kan di SMK Chepir, sik, kedah darul aman. it's kinda outskirt (mmg luar bandar pon) dan kadang2 line tepon pon payah nak reach. dat's why daku terpaksa menukar nomber henpon (tu pon kadang2 x reach gak.adoyai...)so far skolah ok. best. view mmg marvellous. kiri kanan bukit. pagi2 kabus tebal, petang2 dapat tgk matahari yang tersangatlah cunnyer. jarak antara umah sewa ke skolah is bout 13km and it takes me bout 15-20 minutes to reach skul. tapi saya x kesah sgt coz umah sewa pon tersangat selesa. ini sume jasa baik pengetua yang tersayang yang tolong carikan umah. kawasan perumahan pon nice. jiran2 pon nice. umah sewa daku menghadap bukit. so tiap2 ari nmpk green je..kabus tebal.cejuk. i love my place. hepi sgt coz Allah permudahkan keje and tmpt yang dihantar pon nice.so far mmg syok. xde rungutan. at the moment saya stay ngan che we. she's a great housemate. before dis kak ina pon dok skali tapi dia dapat umah len so dia pindah. (phew~) so now just tunggu and keje ngan tekun. ape yang jadi akan datang xde sape yang tau. yang penting, sy hepi skg. tersangatlah hepi.

hari raya yang gumbira

2009-09-21T08:36:00.005+08:00

yeay!!!ari raya pertama dah berlalu. cepat sungguh. sedar2 dah malam.huhu.btw, hepi sangat coz dapat beraya ngan orang baru dalam family. insyallah tahun depan tambah sorang agi.puas la ronda2 kampung talang mencari kueh raya+ ketupat rendang+lemang. tapi x jumpe agi rumah yang buat lontong or soto ayam. tingin gak.tengok la petang nnt. nk mtk mak yang wat lontong. ngeh3. . .

so, hari ni hari kedua raya.nak watpe ek?i wonder. . .

raya datang agi

2009-09-19T18:17:00.002+08:00

ohoho!slamat ari raye pada sume.mmg syok raya tahun neh!!ada gaji sume leh jadi.ngeh2. pada teman2 tersayang; matey, paan, bard,sue..and yang lain2, slamat menyambut syawal yang mendatang dengan kegembiraan dan penuh kebahagiaan.kim salam pada mak pak korang tau.huhu. pada yang tercinta, slamat ari raya. hope b hepi disamping family. and pada sume, mintak maap zahir batin kalau ade tersalah silap, terkasar bahasa, terambil dengan sengaja/ tak sengaja, terkata yang tak berapa kena and tercacat cela dimana2. saya manusia biasa...sori tau. 0-0 tau. hepi raya!!! ;)

nombor telepon

2009-09-02T11:19:00.004+08:00

kawan-kawan, saya dah tukar nombor tepon kepada yang baru. nombor maxis tu anggap je la jadi secondary, takpun nak mudah lagi abaikan je. meh update kat contact tepon masing-masing untuk nombor baru saya; 013-tiga-tiga-45-satu-43.

lama tak masuk blog, macam-macam dah jadi rupenya. sama la kita... :P

what happened?

2009-07-09T20:25:00.002+08:00

x tau la nak cakap ape. orang lain nak pegi posting sepatutnye rasa hepi but i'm not. satu-sebab arini baru dapat surat (9hb julai 2009). lapor diri 13hb julai.ngarut sungguh.dah la tu, x gtau plak sekolah mana dapat. teruk sungguh...dua- sebab saya lambat di inform bout 'surat akuan tamat pengajian'. apekah...share la info.ni dah last minit baru saya dapat tau pasal surat tu nk p amik kat shah alam tu pon 1 hal.. nk p posting nun di kedah. bila masa plak la nak ke shah alam nu...adoi... tiga- tadi saya call jpn tny perlu ke dak surat tu pastu dia leh cakap 'maaf la cik, saya pon x tau'...ade ke patut? so skg ni kesimpulannya JPN KEDAH sucks! patut gtau je la katne sekolah yang saya dapat. ade ke benda tu confidential? helo!!!saya kot yang nk keje. pastu kami dari jauh ni nak cari umah agi... nk cari skolah agi...x pikir ke wahai pegawai2 yang kononnye bagus yang dok kat kerusi tertinggi kat jabatan tu?tolong la pikir...bayangkan kalo tetiba dapat di langkawi, kalo yang nak posting tu datang dari keluarga susuah, xde duit, kalo dia tau awal2 at least leh la dia p meminjam kat memana... adoi la...camni la jabatan kerajaan. benda yang patutnye memudahkan semua ade plak karenah birokrasi. ape?ingat orang suka ke? dalam seminggu ni mmg la saya stress sangat. jutaan ampun dan maaf kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan.

finally

2009-06-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

ohoho!!sumenye dah berakhir. KISSM n BTN akhirnya TAMAT! hepi!!!penat ooo.time KISSM daku saket. pas BTN pon saket. if b4 dis demam, saket tekak plus bengkak kelenjar limfa..arini demam, selsema n batuk plak.benci la.tapi seb baik dah kt uma7h so x la kesah sgt. saket2 pon leh agi layan eskrem cekelat ngan sirap bandung (tengkiu mummy!!!). 13hb ni insyaallah daku akan melapor diri di Jabatan Pelajaran Negeri Kedah untuk posting. luckily ramai yang dapat posting di kedah;

1. Paan Boboi
2. Bard
3. Nadia
4. Ina
5. Akmal
6. Mami
7. Q
8. Ain
9. Erah
10.Zel
11.hafiz
12.Acip
13.Fiqi
14.Azie

ramai gak tuh. kali ni kalo dapat skolah yang dekat2 ngan member pon mebi sy xnk amik risiko tinggal ngan depa yang saya x rapat. Erah xpe.huhu. kepada kawan2 yang dapat posting di johor, terengganu, pahang, sarawak, melaka/ negeri sembilan (kalo ade), selamat menjalankan tugas sebagai pendidik. cikgu English ni x leh garang2..kene friendly. Best of luck to all of you. wishing you guys all the BEST!

Jalan Sekapor Sireh Road daaa...

2009-06-19T19:56:00.007+08:00

ohoho!KISSM has finally ended. LEGA beb! tapi result?haru...tah2 kene repeat. kene study smula la nmpknye. owh, nk cakap time kaseh kepada mereka2 yang berkenaan yang telah bnyk membantu esp time2 daku kesusahan dan kesakitan

first of all, thanks to my soul mate a.k.a my personal advisor, Akmal Syazwan bin Yahya for being there when i'm really in need. tima kasih sebab sudi teman saya memalam time x leh tido (org demam mmg ssh nk tido ek?). thanks gak sbb sudi layan saya time hangin kureng elok...thanks honey. i love you so much

next!!thanks to my rumet a.k.a lady gaga a.k.a Noor Nazrine binti Sallehuddin yang sentiasa gelak (i wonder why). ramai org yang ckp mcm2 pasal my beloved rumet neh. ade yang chop dia 'haywire'...well...x knl maka x cinta. sebenarnye org yang suka cakap buruk pasal org len neh sebenarnye dia yang x 'cantik'. kesian...owh, my rumet ni cantik sgt (jgn kembang ok matey!!hehe). well, dia mmg cantik pon. tekun apply eyeliner ngan mascara everytime nk kuar umah. kagum...huhu. hati dia ni baik. x ska ckp bukan2 pasal org (respect ar!!!) n dia ni concern sgt. time saya saket dia ni la yang rajin teman saya p klinik. (tiga kali ulang-alik p klinik).. anak dare uncle uden ni mmg best!tengkiu matey!!nnt dh kaya saya blanjer makan k?

thanks to my best fren ever, Muhammad Farhan bin Mohd Rafdzi yang sudi anto and amik saya dari klinik. jasamu dikenang!!!lu mmg kelaaasss. gue cayang lu!!lu la kawan gue yang paling best dalam dunia!! kite kwn dari skolah sampai ar skg. uhuhu...dah 8 tahun dh (kawen nnt jgn lupa jemput!)ngeh2..

oh ye..tima kaseh jugak kepada Zahri Affendi bin Tomijan (Pen) yang bnyk tlg saya time KISSM neh. awk mmg baik (sori xde gmbo awk nk upload). juga kepada Muhd Hanin bin Abu Hanip and Mohamad Fuad bin Mokhtar (my group members)...

tak dilupa buat Nur Sua'irah binti Jaafar yang diingati selalu. Kami kangan sgt sama kamu!!!jumpa nnt k :)

so tomorrow akan gerak ke Besut plak utk BTN. semoga 5 hari yang mendatang xkan membawa kesusahan kepada diri dan yang lain2. mintak2 x saket dah. skg pon x ok agi...huhu

ya tuhan..

2009-06-11T09:36:00.000+08:00

bila la kissm ni akan berakhir? x daya dh rasanya. ptt la berat sgt ati nk dtg cni aritu. skg dh demam n caket2. waaaa!!nk balik!!x larat dh. jgn kata nk study, kul 8 p.m je dh tido. kul 3 a.m mst terjaga sbb cejuk. waaaaaaa!!x larat!!cane nk p btn pasni? lagi la pns.ni sume sbb el nino neh. x pon sbb time kelas dok dlm ekon, abes kelas terpaksa berpanas. tekak jgn ckp la.mkn ape pun x larat. sume rasa pahit. perit. minum air je la sepanjang ari. nk wt cane... bukan sengaja... :(

nk balik...

Hmm...

2009-06-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

well...i'm back!kb again for 14 days and another 5 days in besut for btn. at first i dun feel like coming back. kb is not in my 'most favourite place' to visit. luckily, i have my best supporter to support me, emotionally (first in a row). miss ya!!btw, these few weeks will be a tough day coz so many things to think of plus the final test (phew...!i just hate test)

Sujud

2009-05-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

dgr lagu sujud dendangan mawi ni leh dikatakan 'not bad'. syahdu sungguh. tetiba tingat dosa2 diri yang bertimbun.mungkin dalam kategori x layak masuk syurga..tapi x plak sanggup masuk neraka.hmm...manusia.x lepas dari buat salah.ade yang senang2 hati menyusahkan idup org lain, ade yang suka2 ati tengok org lain menderita, ade yang x segan silu bercerita keburukan org lain, ade yang iri hati dan berhasad dengki bila tengok kesenangan org lain, ade yang sedaya upaya nak menunjukkan diri lebih bagus daripada org lain padahal org lain x peduli pon...uhuhuuhuu.siapa makan cili tau la pedasnye macam mana. (saya suka cili ijau pedas)

tu la...kite ni sll sangat rasa diri kita bagus. sampai memandu pon rasa 'akulah hero jalanraya!'.ade plak istilah baru pelesit rempit khas untuk ahli2 pembawa motor secara terbang. terang-terangan org bagi gelaran tu untuk menunjukkan betapa x sukanya masyarakat pada si pembawa motor tuh. ish3...kalo dah sampai diberi gelaran setaraf hantu (pelesit) kalo x sedar x tau la...

itu kisah 'pekesit rempit', belum masuk isu bohsia.aduh...ape nak jadi la. well, saya pon x la baik.sekadar mengingatkan diri sendiri atas kekhilafan diri.jadi mulai sekarang beringat la...bukan susah nak jadi jahat...tapi x senang nak kekal baik. renung-renungkan...

honey

2009-05-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

miss ya honey

miss you guys so much!!

2009-05-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

miss you guys!! hoping to see you soon

cuti2 malaysia

2009-05-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

hmm...bosan la dok umah ni. x rasa macam dh abis blajo pon. 2 minggu agi kene p ipgmkb balik.benci la...x suka tol. seb baik dh puas berjalan2 ngan member2 aritu. sempat la jugak p kenduri kawin mun (mmg itu hajat dihati). first time dpt melawat negeri johor. sampai jugak kat pontian and kluang. pttnye ikut member2 p jb tapi disebabkan nk melawat buah hati tersayang kt melaka so x kesampaian ar hajat nk ke jb. tapi xpe. ade masa nnt pun leh pegi. thanks to ezlan shah yang sudi menumpangkan saya ke melaka. dapat jugak jumpa my bf di hospital. sempat la menjaga dia 1 malam kt sana.well, next week nk ke perlis pulak. jalan2 agi.huhu.ini la yang dikatakan 'cuti-cuti Malaysia' ;)

to my honey

2009-04-21T11:03:00.000+08:00

Our Song lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart

I look around, turn the radio down
He says, ?Baby is something wrong??
I say, ?Nothing I was just thinking
How we don't have a song? and he says

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps
After everything that day
Had gone all wrong or been trampled on
And lost and thrown away

Got to the hallway, well, on my way
To my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song

'Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
'Cause it's late and his mama don't know

Our song is the way he laughs
The first date man, I didn't kiss him and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again
Play it again, oh, yeah, oh, oh, yeah

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

Hayaki Kopitiam

2009-04-20T09:00:00.000+08:00

pre-convo dinner was not that bad after all.Job Well Done Deenz and the gang!!you've done a fantastic job. unfortunately, something happened that night that made me so upset.things happened... (nuyin, 2009)

so, what now?

a war?

a never ending story?

or happily ever after?

I don't know..

if i could turn back time, i would rather choose either of it. get back to dinner tingy. it's great to be with friends. perhaps it's the last dinner we'll ever had as a group. today 20th April 2009, is the last day to prepare for the final exam which is supposed to be tomorrow (insyaallah).

i'm at Hayaki Kopitiam, with Paan, counting every minute to go to the opening. hopefully there's a miracle...

to my dear friend... thank you.

to my family... thank you.

to my honey... thank you.

I love you.

harini

2009-04-13T08:22:00.000+08:00

harini memenatkan. walaupun dh tido bnyk tapi still rasa letih. hati ni yang letih kot. otak asyik berfikir je. penat sungguh. yesterday dapat tau yang AE hanya layak dpt C or C+ je. penat lelah selama setahun macam xde makna je. after consultation ngan MR Is smlm, he gave me 2 options, utk teruskan ngan AE yang hanya keh dapat C or C+ atau buat resampling (dengan kata lain-buat semula)? date of submission 19th April 2009. skg ni dh 13th April 2009. mn sempat nk buat semula!Mr Muhaimi pun discourage resampling. takut x sempat...tapi...i choose the latter. walaupun mungkin x sempat, at least peluang utk naikkan grade terbuka lagi. xkn nk redha je ngan sume ni. kene usaha lagi sampai ke penghujungnya. i'm not giving up!!huhu.hiyah!!

itu cite AE. belum masuk cite 'kawan' lagi. well..kawan ni ade macam2 jenis. yang gembira tgk kita gembira and ade type yang benci tgk kita gembira. yang kedua tu leh dikategorikan sebagai busuk hati. bukan aje busuk hati..tapi busuk otak jugak la. kenape la ade org yang tamak dalam dunia ni. x penah berasa puas. dh dpt yang baik... mencari yang terbaik...tapi akhirnya...rasa menyesal. sejak bila plak yang 'terbaik' dah jadi 'kurang baik' n yang 'baik' dh jadi 'terbaik'? fikir2 lah. patut la ade istilah 'cina buta'. sebab manusia x penah nk pikir pnjg dan akhirnya menyalahkan org lain atas ketidakwarasan sendiri...dan akhirnya...merana...

i'm happy now.terlalu happy. selepas menempuh banyak cabaran dalam hidup (walaupun x sebanyak mana) tapi itu leh dikategorikan sebagai cabaran jugak. i'm happy but there's someone who is not happy for me...and i know who. "setiap orang ade bahagian masing2" (sue, 2009) sepatutnya kita bersyukur...i'm happy for you...i really do. tgk kawan bahagia, sendiri pun rasa bahagia. tapi x sangka ada yang x berfikir macam tu...kepada yang berkenaan, saya mintak maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki atas setiap perbuatan.i know that i am no better than others but that does not give anyone the license to be so judgmental.if kita rasa orang lain jahat...nilai diri kita dulu.baikkah kita? satu jari kita tuding pada orang tapi empat lagi bertumpu pada kita. jadi...masih baikkah kita? renung2kan

manusia ada amarah. bila tertekan...manusia jadi lupa akan Tuhan. melepaskan amarah pada yang lain. itukah kita? sebab itu...bersyukur dengan apa yang ada sebelum Allah tarik semua tu dari kita. bila dh ditarik...xde guna kita berdendam. itu pilihan kita. biarkan yang lain bahagia...ikhlas...

harini mmg bnyk yang telah dilalui. bnyk yang pahit dari yang manis. maaf kerana tidak memberitahu..bukan berniat merahsiakan, cuma xnk mengheboh2kan. saya doakan kebahagian kalian...semoga yang baik2 aje terjadi dlm hidup kawan2. saya? teruskan hidup untuk esok dan hari2 mendatang demi insan2 yang ku sayang.

NAK BALIK!!!

2009-04-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

tekanan!minggu tekanan.AE dh submit pg td (luckily dh tukar sv.ngeh2~) LPG confronted me td kt kelas.siap suro tutup pintu.huhu.seeb bek dia x maki hamun.jap agi nk wt complain letter.my boyfriend plak terlantar sakit kt ospitel...cedih...nk balik dari aritu agi jenguk dia tapi x berkesempatan.bnyk sgt hal (lecturers sume pon sibuk nk ganti kelas time2 darurat neh.nk claim duit lebih ar tuh!)nk balik!!!nk balik!!!at least nk ziarah my 'other half' kt sana walaupun sekejap...xpe.sabo utk sikit ms agi.12hb ni nk balik dh (lantak la Won nk ckp ape pon). GET WELL SOON DEAR.

dh ujung2 sem ni makin HOT plak rsnya.ape taknye..bnyk isu2 yg tetiba timbul ntah dari mn. isu Plagiarism (you know who)isu rumah sewa (you know who as well) isu AE (LPG yg menyalahkan sy n tqah indirectly) isu kelas ganti (bnyk giler-x tercapai akalku)isu assignment berbangkit (tetiba je ade assignment LCA) isu tests (dh ujung sem kot...nape la lecturers x setelkan dari awl?) isu elaun (kami sume dh ketandusan pitis neh...nape la makcik2 kt ofis tu x setelkan je utk group kami dl?) isu handphone ilang (walaupon dh lama tapi still tingat) isu pindah barang (nape la x confirmkan cpt2 bila KISM n BTN? kalo dh kompem, sng nk deal ngan tuan umah.BPG ni lambat macam siput la.hal2 simple cmtu pon x leh nk decide cpt2) isu pre-convo dinner (waaaaaaaaaaa!!nape batik glam? mn nk cari bj neh?tekanan!) isu buku library (x pulangkan agi.dh dekat 2 bulan.ngeh~) n beberapa isu lain yg personal.huhu. pnt la idup cenggini.bnyk sgt tekanan. semalam abah ckp "bertenang.hadapi setiap cabaran ngan tenang.jgn stress" (Abah,2009)

sekarang ni (at 5.40 p.m, 5th April 2009), i am thinking of going home as soon as possible. semalam mummy n daddy dtg amik barang. ade gak terpikir nk ikut depa balik. nk sgt jenguk my boyfriend kt ospitel...tapi sebab tanggungjawab yg perlu dipikul ni, tangguhkan dl la utk beberapa hari.semoga my boyfriend cpt sihat n x perlu tukar ospitel kt melaka... :(

sekarang ni...i'm depressed

handphone hilang

2009-03-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

sedih yang teramat2 sampai stress 3 hari 3 malam sebab hanndphone kesayangan hamba telah hilang pada satu petang yang cerah bersamaan dengan hari Sabtu, 21 Mac 2009. tempat kejadian- UNKNOWN...hmmm...tamat sudah khidmat bakti handphone Nokia 5700 berwarna merah-putih setelah setahun 3 bulan bersama dengan hamba menempuh ujan dan panas.huhu. sedih but life must go on.selamat tinggal handphone tersayang bersama2 memory card 2Gb, 150 buah lagu dan 20 gambar2 hamba berposing disana sini. (hmmm...dah x payah fikir ktne nk cari housing baru menggantikan housing sedia ada yang dh usang dimamah usia...aceh).plan terkini? ade ke handphone 3G yang murah dan ade sume function?nk kene start survey ni.aduh ;p

cerita kawin dan kerjaya

2009-03-20T09:12:00.000+08:00

lately asik dgr cite org kawin aje. yela kan tgh cuti skolah ni. masing2 amik kesempatan nk membina mesjid. bagus la tu.elakkan maksiat, dah agak2 wajib kawin n berkemampuan, ape ditunggu lagi?ye x? dalam pada orang sibuk2 nk kawin ni, budak2 tesl cohort 2 sibuk plak ngan AE yang bakal di submit on the 1st of April 2009. there are so many things to be done. cane nk kawin neh? aduh. tapi solute kat kak rah sebab dh selesai siapkan AE. bagus la puan Munirah ni.huhu. teringat perjalanan aku sebagai student bakal berakhir x lama lagi. tinggal beberapa minggu je lagi utk aku tinggalkan kawan2 dan melangkah ke alam pekerjaan. hepi but at the same time terasa sedih gak sebab akan tinggalkan kawan2 seperjuangan, yang sama2 bergelak ketawa, yang sama2 bermasam muka, yang kutuk2 mengutuk, yang puji memuji...semuanya akan ditinggalkan. (tapi bukannya x leh nk jumpa dh...zaman siber neh mcm2 cara leh guna utk berhubung rite?)

after graduate ni mungkin ramai yang akan berkahwin. yang dh bertunang bakal tamatkan zaman bujang. yang tgh bercinta mungkin akan teruskan dengan ikatan pertunangan.sungguh2 bagus if makin ramai yang kawin tahun ni.leh la makan nasi minyak.huhu.(makin gemuk la I) singgah sekejap kat blog fatin td.betul gak kata dia, bila dh kawin, berlumba la plak nk ade zuriat sendiri. bagus2.ramai la anak2 buah tesl cohort 2 pasni.nnt leh la buat 1 team bola sepak, kalahkan bapak2 depa plak.ngeh2~

saya?hmmm...maybe nk fokus pada kerjaya dulu. tapi kalo ade rezeki, sape xnk kawin awal ye x? asik dok dating je, mummy ngan daddy pon bising dh. tapi tu sume leh diabaikan. asal hati kata mahu.huhu. :P

bercakap pasal kerjaya, i'm not going to be a teacher for my entire life. bnyk options lain sebenarnye. bukannye ape, kalo ade peluang untuk tingkatkan diri, kenape xnk mencuba? masa sekarang ni mungkin kita rasa ada ijazah tu sesuatu yang membanggakan, dan boleh menjamin hidup kita, tapi hakikatnye, dalam 5 ke 10 tahun nnt, ijazah tu akan jadi macam diploma aje. sume org ade ijazah, then ape specialnye ijazah tu nnt? fikir2kan.

takkan kita nk berada di takuk lama aje, rasa secure dengan ape yang kita ade? in my opinion, xde salahnhye kita kejar pelajaran di tingkat yang lebih tinggi. go for Master degree or even PhD. x rugi pon. if kita rasa belajar tu membuang masa, mmg sgt kasihan...jgn kerana kita nk kawin dan nk ada anak, kita xnk majukan diri kita. well...ini pendapat saya aje.x semestinya betul...u think about it yourself.

selain menjadi guru bahasa inggeris, sebenarnye ade bnyk lagi options lain yang boleh kita pilih. ade yang nk bridge contract utk lanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat yang lebih tinggi. usaha tu mmg bagus tapi kenapa perlu berhutang sedangkan selama ni kita masuk program ni utk elakkan meminjam duit utk pengajian? elok2 tak berhutang dgn government, nk langgar contract plak...hmmm...fikir2kanlah..

macam yang Mr. Rosli ckp dalam kelas CIE, kejarlah pangkat yang lebih besar, pendidikan yang lebih tinggi. bukan untuk org lain...untuk diri kita jugak. Sume pon tahu yang cikgu2 TESL ni laku macam pisang goreng panas dalam pasaran kerja. if rasa xnk jadi cikgu bahasa inggeris, join TV3 and jadi pengacara macam Adibah Noor, Karam Singh Walia atau Ally Iskandar. boleh jadi popular and buat bnyk duit...hmmmm...tepuk dada tanya selera.

if xnk terjebak dgn dunia glamour, ade bnyk lagi options lain yang menanti para graduan TESL neh. u guys boleh apply jadi tutor di Kolej2 MARA, Kolej Komuniti, Politeknik seluruh Malaysia. sekarang tutor2 di kolej2 yang saya sebutkan tadi akan diserapkan menjadi pensyarah tetap. gaji...? u can gain a lot than being a normal school teacher. trust me. lebih elok lagi if u guys ade Master, makin tinggi tangga gaji korang.

peluang sentiasa terbuka pada yang nk ke Kementerian Pendidikan. u guys sebenarnye leh apply jadi pegawai di Kementerian Pendidikan di Putrajaya. ada bnyk department kat sana and ada bnyk kekosongan (ramai yang nk pencen). u guys boleh mencuba, mn la tau ade rezeki, leh keje di pejabat yang ada pendingin hawa (or...penghawa dingin?).sy pon sebenarnye teringin nk keje kat ofis.ade meja sendiri, ade telefon sendiri, ade komputer sendiri, macam dalam drama2 melayu kt tv tu.huhu.ikut kesesuaian masing2.

well...pucuk pangkalnye, kene berani mencuba. ape2 pon, kita kene sabar sedikit. tunggu la pas abis contract baru la beralih arah ke cabang2 selain sekolah. asalkan kita ade minat dan kesungguhan, kita pasti berjaya. kalo bleh, bertahanlah untuk 5 tahun yang mendatang, tamatkan contract and jadi lah guru. selepas tu? terpulang pada individu. takde sape leh menjangka ape akan jadi dalam masa 5 tahun akan datang. harap2nye saya akan dgr yang baik2 aje dari u guys. :)

selamat maju jaya!!!

kenapa orang perlu ambil tahu?

2009-03-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

kadang2, saya rasa mcm dunia ni sangat2 x adil. ape je yang saya buat, orang sibuk nak ambil tahu, well...it's my life isn't it? so why must you bother?kenapa orang perlu ambil tahu? bila x diberitahu...ade yang marah, sampai sanggup mengata di belakang. bila x diberitahu ade yang sanggup menulis di kertas menyatakan rasa x puas hati tapi x mahu bertanya. bila x diberitahu, ade yang memandang sinis. bila x diberitahu, ade yg buat spekulasi sendiri...mengalahkan ahli politik yang nk berhujah di parlimen, macam reporter yang tengah nk cari isu hangat untuk lariskn majalah atau akhbar, macam internet bergerak mencari maklumat. again... it's my life isn't it?so why must you bother? kenapa perlu ambil tahu?if saya xnk beritahu...meaning x penting untuk diberitahu...it is my life isn't it?

itu masalah bila x diberitahu. bila dh diberitahu timbul plak masalah lain. sibuk nak tahu.dh diberitahu pun still nk tahu lagi detail. macam makcik2 yang kepoh bergosip di pasar atau di depan2 rumah atau di tepi2 jalan. bila dh diberitahu...sibuk plak jadi penyiasat, betul ke tidak ape yang diberitahu tu. betul ke tak cerita tu. betul ke tak orang tu...hmmm... geram toksah nk ckp la.
dari dulu sampai sekarang itu la yang terjadi. orang sibuk nka ambil tahu walaupun tak berkaitan dengan dia pon. it's my life isn't it? so why must you guys bother?

saya x suka nk ambil tahu, unless diberitahu tapi setakat itu je la. x suka jadi makcik sindrom yang suka ambil tahu hal orang. lantak korang la nk couple ngan sape pon...nk kawin ngan sape pon... nk keje ape pon... nk pakai beg ngan kasut jenama ape pon... tu sume tak berkaitan dgn hidup dan mati saya. lagipun bukan korang yang bagi saya makan. btol kan?

manusia ni mmg pelik. suka ambil tahu hal orang.suka jaga tepi kain orang...kain sendiri terkoyak, berlubang sana sini xnk pula dijahit atau diganti baru. padahal sekarang dh zaman moden, x kira lelaki atau perempuan dh pakai seluar...kecuali bila perempuan berskirt atau berbaju kurung atau berkain batik. ikut peredaran zaman...kalau asik ambil tahu hal orang, diri sendiri xde kemajuan...x guna juga.

adat manusia, yang elok dipuji, yang jelik dikeji, tapi kalo yang elok pon dikeji dah terbalikkah dunia? jangan asik ambil tahu hal orang lain...hidup awak tu patut dijaga...bukan hidup saya.kalo hidup dh sempurna nk nasihatkan orang pon xde salahnye...tapi kalo hidup pon x stabil, tapi sibuk nk mengata orang di belakang...bukankah x elok tu? macam ketam mengajar anak berjalan lurus, sendiri jalan menyenget, macam mana anak nk berjalan straight?

cermin diri tanya iman...jangan disangka orang yang x bertindak balas tu kalah. jangan disangka orang yang jahat itu tidak boleh berubah...jangan disangka orang yang kita anggap jahat tu jahat...yang kite tgk baik dgn kite tu kadang2 lagi jahat, menikam kite dari belakang.

it's my life isn't it? so why must you bother? nasihat diterima, kejian dianggap perangsang...umpatan akan jadi pahala.saya akan hidup lebih bahagia. terima kasih

the power of MONEY

2009-03-17T10:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday my boyfriend and i had our dinner at one of the mamak restaurant in Ipoh.everything was okay but there's an incident that really opened my eyes about the reality of life.the power of MONEY. there was an old man, wore a tidy shirt and pants and leather shoes. i guess he is around 70's but he looks smart. his table was quite close to ours. he ordered 1 roti canai kosong and teh tarik. well...the worker gave him the bill after serving him the food and drink but after he saw the amount to be paid on the bill, the old man quickly canceled the food and he only took the teh tarik. he checked his money in the pocket and from what i saw, he just have few coins...and he paid his drink using that money. the worker was angry (i guess) because he had actually prepared the food for the old man and now the man refused to eat it, so he took the bill and the money from the old man (dengan kasarnye) and left. to me, what the worker did to the old man was so rude. just because he didn't have the money, that does not permit somebody to treat him that way...

if you observed carefully, the workers at the mamak restaurant usually treat people with money kindly and politely...but the treatment is different to those who are poor. kuat betol kuasa duit ni rupanya... *sigh*

BERJALAN, MELIHAT, MENTAFSIR... there are a lot to be seen...and to be reflected

going places

2009-03-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

well, last 2 days were the days with full of joy. on saturday, my family and i went to Changkat Ibol which is situated in Taiping, near Bukit Gantang. we went there to pay a visit to daddy's old friend (pakcik ape tah,x ingat)plus to celebrate his daughter and son's wedding. one thing to share, the menu for the wedding reception were all 'ala-kampung' style which is so much different from the ordinary wedding receptions that i've had attended. the menu are:

1) ikan keli goreng sambal (which is totally out from my favourite dish)

2) rendang daging (well...i guess it's kinda normal dish for kenduri kahwin.gee..)

3) daging kambing+ kacang panjang

4) ikan masak asam (tapi kaler kuning)

5) ikan goreng+ ikan masin

6) nasi putih (no nasi minyak or whatsoever)

7) air sirap

the special thing about this wedding reception was not only the menu but also the way the host portrayed the traditional wedding reception which to me is different. they put on the kain batik lepas as the alas meja (selalunya org guna kain batik lepas masa ada kematian..huhu). well... not only that, there was also a small hut (without any wall) built in front of the host's house. many people sit there and enjoy their lunch, just like in the kampung! kalah Ning Baizura.kehkeh ;P

after eating, we went to a waterfall. it is situated in Taiping, near Bukit Larut. the water was icy cold and my leg crammed because it's too cold in there.

puas mandi then we went home. owh!!! NO! from Taiping, we went to Kuala Kangsar to have our dinner (i don't know whether eating chicken rice at 6 o'clock is considered as dinner...hmmm...)

we performed our asar prayer at Masjid Kuala Kangsar.

before i forgotten, it's a big achievement to me as i managed to drive a bigger car (than Kancil 850), my daddy's Wira that day! (well, most of you know that i can't drive big cars because of the size...but now i CAN! thanks to my HEART and BRAIN that i managed to overcome my weakness (driving big car. huhu... like the saying 'What you think is what you've become')

well the joy did not end there...the next day, we went to Cameron Highland. it's so cold up there and to make it worse,it's raining heavily for more than 2 hours. we climbed the mountain (by car,not by feet of course) using the new road at Simpang Pulai and the view (di kiri dan kanan jalan) was owesome!

this is what they called Chocolate espire- price RM 6.90

after having lunch, my mummy and daddy went shopping (especially the vege and some tea- compulsory) and my daddy bought me a new bag (it's kinda a cute).huhu. after that, we went to several other places like the Robinson Waterfall, and also to the Post Office (which had been launched by the late Prime Minister, Tunku Abdul Rahman, in the year 1956- very historical, and my brother and i had the opportunity to see the blackberry's tree at Tanah Rata.

Licin...

me and my new bag.huhu

in the afternoon (at about 4 o'clock) we climbed down the mountain but before we reach home, mummy had to make a detour because the road was flooded. hmm... so we arrived at nearly 7 p.m. in the evening and we were so tired that we went to bed early that night.

going places in two days? IT WAS FUN!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2009-03-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

another assignment to be submitted on the 14th week. it's so tiring. CALL+CIE+LCA+WILL+AE+PD. plus...still have few presentations on the way. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! stress

a big step...

2009-03-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the big day for my beloved cousin. Congratulations to the newly wed, Rohana and Asri!thanks for the food. very yummy!!ohohohoho!well... apart from that there was an important occasion happened yesterday.a big step...an introduction...to the family...well...it's a relief actually plus it's settled.pass with flying colours :)

6th March 2009

2009-03-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

well, it was a great day ever in my life. i smiled from dust until dawn...until midnight to be specific.so, what's so special about this date?

1) my mother woke me up early in the morning to give me a new gold 'hearts' bracelet. it's so beautiful.

2)my sister (sherry) gave me a new blouse (brown blouse- my favourite!)

3)my honey treated me so well...we celebrated my big day with a beautiful crunchy chocolate cake+ Totoro a cute gift!

and that's all for my 24th birthday...i am old yet so very happy!!!huhu

close a door, open the next one

2009-03-05T10:55:00.000+08:00

When we remember something, a process takes place in which our brains recover and reconstruct information about things we've done or learned.

memories are like shadows in our life. it may be sweet,sour or bitter and every memory makes us smile or cry and it lasts forever and we could not even erase it from our thinking box. there was a night when i cried my heart out...thinking that my life is not worth a cent...as i was frustrated on how people treated me...to the extend that i felt that i will never trust people no more. but my daddy said to me;

'setiap benda yang berlaku dalam hidup kita samada baik atau buruk adalah harta yang tidak ternilai. itu adalah pengalaman dan pengalaman itu seperti bayang-bayang kita.kemana kita bergerak, di mana kita berada, kenangan tidak akan pernah tinggalkan kita. tapi jangan hidup dalam kenangan. hidup la untuk masa depan, bukan untuk hari yang semalam. kalau hari ini kita dijatuhkan, kita kecewa, hatta kita gembira, itu adalah anugerah dari Tuhan. boleh menoleh ke masa lampau tapi hanya untuk dikenang, dan pandang lah ke masa sekarang sebab harini pasti ada kegembiraan yang menjelang"

if yesterday i've failed, i'll make sure that today will be a greater day. if yesterday i felt lost and sad, today i'll be happier...and so do the day after...i am not an angel, to believe that i'm the best. i am no God, to penalize people. i am me and i know what i'm doing is no sin...i'll try to erase all the bad memories from my brain today but i know it is not possible...but i believe that i have found something that is more precious than anything else... i'll open a new chapter in my life today, to forgive and to forget and to treasure the 'gift' given by God. let today be a happy day for me: to treasure and to open the next door to life...seven heaven

hepi besday to me!

2009-03-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

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hepi besday to me

hepi besday to me

hepi besday to ain

hepi besday to me!

today is my birthday!!!

i'm 24 now- a lady

thanks to those who are still remember my birthday:

1) ati
2) sherry
3)ayien
4)sue
5)my honey
6)farah nadia
7)dila
8)atiqah
9)mdm nori
10)wani
11)abg nabil
12)ijel
13)e-mah
14)mummy
15)daddy
16)akmal (osmet)
17)ayie
18)doktor herry
19)paan
20)Q
21)fatin

and to all my frens (walaupun korang x wish) thank you so much! :)

taking chances- Celine Dion

2009-03-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
When you’re laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life
And I don’t know much about your world.

love

2009-02-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

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i nearly forgot..

2009-02-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

when i was reading my boyfriend's blog and there's one post of a nasyid song entitle 'Hakikat Bahagia'.i tried to recall the song but i couldn't. it had been so long since i last heard the song. then, this morning, i asked him to sing the song for me.well...he seems reluctant at first but after persuading him for quite some time (well...i think i begged him for about 5 minutes to sing the song for me.huhu) he finally sang the song. still...i couldn't remember the song. so i googled for the song in you tube (thanks to the technology!) and i managed to find the song. it is by UNIC and after being waiting (the internet connection in my area is so slow..da) for more than 10 minutes, i finally remembered the song although the singer hasn't finished singing the song!!yeah!!NOW I REMEMBER!!i have the group's album See U D IPT back then in the year... (i can't remember...again!)i used to sing that song with my sisters.yeah!so i listend to the song over and over again and now i think i can remember the lyric.

well, the thing that i want to highlight here is that, i have the scemata of the song but after several years, it turned out to be in a greyscale. my memory has been covered with cobwebs i suppose.huhu. so, about the nasyid song, i love the song very much (years back) and i like another nasyid song sang by a boy (years ago...i bet he's now a tall, handsome man...) named aeman. the title of the song is 'BUATMU IBU...' I love that song so very much. so i browse for the song in you tube (right after i found the song sang by my boyfriend). and there it is!!!i listened to the song and suddenly my mind flew back to my school year... in MRSM Pendang, Kedah. it was the activity week and there's a nasyid competition and one group of tiny miny cute little boys sang that song and they won the competition.. (ntah2 budak junior cohort 5 tu ade dlm group tu).i missed my school (only the activities, not the exams+hardwork..da)

one day i'll be going to that school and i hope there's changes there. ADIOS

my weaknesses

2009-02-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

nobody's perfect..that's the reality. all men are born with strengths and weaknesses. when people brag about their strength, i wonder how they accept their weaknesses...frankly, i do believe that i have more weaknesses than strengths.if one to say that 'i am good', i will say 'i am average'. it isn't about the matter of being humble or what not but it's the true me.we are not what we think we are. it's others to judge us but we ourselves. however, every critics should be taken as motivation and the stepping stone for us to become a better person.

i personally think that i have all these weaknesses in me:

1)easy to trust people
2)hard to get angry
3)easily forgive and forget
4)sensitive- i will be upset if someone scold me (even though he just trying to tease me)
5)the goldfish brain
6)lazy
7)procrastinating works
8)etc

me?teaching?

2009-02-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

Today i went for a seminar organized by my friends (thank you to all the committee members) which basically discussed on how to become a good teacher bla...bla..bla...to be truth, i only listened to the first speaker (honestly she's the only speaker who had helped me to stay awake), but to the second and third speakers...sorry, encik and puan you both are not interesting enough to be listened to. well, i am not going to elaborate more on the content of the seminar (which i personally do not really sure of...huhu), but one thing that i am absolutely certain, i wanted to be like the first speaker Puan A whom to me a very dedicated, funny yet sporting teacher (no wonder she gets the title as master teacher for english) . i agree with her when she said that to be a good english teacher, one need to be opened in the sense that allowing students to point out anything that they think right or vice versa. if we look at the scenario today, most teachers practice the one way communication style, which to me isn't good. but things like that happen in school where only the teachers 'talk' while the students 'listen'. well, easy said than done...to change the attitude of the teachers is one thing, but to change the perception of the students towards english language itself is another thing that a teacher need to ponder...so,will i be a good teacher then?or am i to be like other teachers in schools who take the teaching profession for granted?me?teaching?

wedding oh wedding...

2009-02-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

Last two days,i received a wedding invitation card from azamuddin and yesterday morning i received another card from his 'wife-to-be' Munirah. simple cards but full of emotions. thank you to you guys for handed me the cards. you guys are great! well, to be truth, i shan't go to Munirah's wedding reception in Malacca because it is quite far. but i've promised Azamuddin to be at his wedding reception in Bota. waaa!!!jeles ngan korang!!! you are getting married and it's so GREAT!!!when will be my turn then?huhu (i shouldn't plan for 4 years to get married.should plan ahead by now.the sooner the better).

and...

2009-02-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

there are so many things happened lately.most of them are good (thank God). friends and family are giving me their full support of everything that i am doing at the moment. it's a sign of good luck i suppose.huhu. i am happy with my life now. to have somebody to share thoughts and experience. what else should i ask after receiving this good fortune?hope i'll be happier day by day and...i hope it will lasts forever. seven heaven :)

you guys .... grr... :@

2009-02-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

well, it happened about three to four days ago (i can't remember the exact date~ thanks to my goldfish brain...) when i discovered a humiliating thing. it's not only about myself but also about others who did it to me (sampai ati korang :@ ) well, the story started like this; on one sunny morning, i handed over my beloved lappy to a friend of mine for treatment (i mean.. there's something wrong with my lappy and this friend is supposed to fixed it). i trusted him whole-heartedly but it turned out to be a nightmare when he and his two other friends opened up my document and 'luckily' they saw my pic (which is NOT for public viewing)...can you imagine how i FELT after knowing it?hmmm....this incident has actually made me to be more cautious and not to believe people that easy..thanks to Mr Akmal who had helped me to find a software which could encrypt my RAHSIA folder. to my three "GOOD" friends;GROW UP GUYS!DO NOT VIEW PICS WITHOUT PERMISSION!

Food and MORE Food

2009-02-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

i love to eat lately.am i getting fatter? OMG!!i'm PANIC!

B.I.G vs SUNBURN

2009-02-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

just finished B.I.G...fuhhh... what a relief.B.I.G was tiring but FUN!!!never thought that i'd be so enjoyable.At first i thought it would be some kind of army training with all the burdening chores..muahahaha! Lucky me (and friends) that we only got to do some kayaking, jungle trekking (where the leeches climbed up to your slender waist...euwwww!geli!!) and also with the in-the-jungle kind of entertainment (well, salute to all my friends+juniors.you guys are BIG actors!!!).ahahahah.owh, before i forgot, to Mr. Z (God knows who.hehe ) you ROCK dude! i really admire your mousetach.SO WHITE! however, one thing that i hated the most after doing outdoor activities is SUNBURN. OMG!!! my skin has changed its colour!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

LIVE YOUR LIFE

2009-02-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Rihanna (feat T.I): LIVE YOUR LIFE

You're gonna be a shining star,
With fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see,
You're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows,
Who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.

T.I.:
Never mind what haters say, ignore 'em 'til they fade away
Amazing they ungreatful after all the game I gave away
Safe to say I paid the way for you cats to get paid today
You'd still be wasting days away, now had I never saved the day

Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay
Instead of being gracious they violate in a major way
I never been a hater still I love them in a crazy way
Some say they sold yah and no they couldn't even work on Labor day

It ain't that they black or white, their hands in areas the shades of grey
I'm west side anyway, even if I left today and stayed away
Some move away to make a way, not move away 'cause they afraid
I brought back to the hood and all you ever did was take away

I pray for patience but they make me want to melt their face away
Like I once made them spray, now I could make 'em put the K's away
Been thugging all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break
You would rather see me catch a case and watch my future fade away

Rihanna:
You're gonna be a shining star,
With fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see,
You're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows,
Who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.

T.I.:
I'm the opposite of moderate,
Immaculately polished
With the spirit of a hustler
And the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit,
Impartial to the politics.
Articulate
But still would grab a nigga
By the collar quick.
Whoever had problems,
They reckonsile
They just holla 'til.
If that don't work
And just fails,
Then turn around and follow 'til.
I got love for the game
But ay
I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame
And the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin',
Back and forth with the argueing.
Where you from, who you know,
What you make
And what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight
Of what's important
With the positive.
And checks
Until your bank account,
And you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed,
Prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches
Cause you pis-pone morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice
And fore warning.
And we might be
Full of ourselves
All of a sudden aren't we?

Rihanna:
You're gonna be
A shining star,
With fancy clothes,
And fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see,
You're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows,
Who you are-are.
So live your life,
Ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
No telling
Where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay),
My life (oh),
My life (ay),
My life (oh)
Just living my life (ay),
My life (oh),
My life (ay),
My life (oh)

So live your life.

along's wedding

2009-02-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

along's wedding. her waiting has finally came to an end. they got married a week ago, on the 25th of January 2009 which is on the same date of abah's 55th birthday (correct me if i am wrong). she looked so pretty!!! i envy her beauty. hope along and abg long (i feel weird to call him that. huhu) live happily ever after ;)

2009-02-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

i don't know what will happen to my silver state. it's like a drama series, a never ending political issues.well, i'm not a big fan of politics but i think one should know something as general knowledge. it is interesting to know that people will do anything for power. (ish..ish..ish..) so sad to see Malaysian become segregated. what happen to unity?

Kickdefella,

Politik Malaysia sekarang semakin menarik. Ahli politik zaman sekarang seperti katak dan ular. Katak melompat. Ular mencari katak. pemimpin parti sibuk mencari katak yang ingin melompat. Katak yang takut ular juga melompat. katak yang di tuduh rasuah juga melompat. Katak yang lompatannya rendah jatuh gaung.

Pasaran katak juga harganya semakin naik. Puluhan juta untuk seekor katak. Semua kepala ular sibuk mencari katak.

Sementara ahli politik membeli dan menembak katak rakyat juga di jual dan di beli macam katak.. Ramai tenaga kerja rakyat sudah tidak di perlukan. Mereka di beri cuti dan di galakkkan melompat. Kini katak imort dari India dan Bangla penuh di mana mana. Kilang kilang tidak berminat dengan katak tempatan. Di kawasan pembinaan katak Indonesia juga penuh. Malah katak Indonesia boleh bertukar menjadi ular pada waktu malam. Banyak sudah mangsa ular dari Indonesia. Malah ada gadis gadis tempatan di tangkap ular Indonesia yang panjang lidah.

Wow, inilah Malaysia pada tahun 2009. Katak dan ular di mana mana. (taken from a blog; Kickdefella)

well now, i'm looking forward to go back to my silver state for the coming state election (if there's any)

BIG OH BIG

2009-02-04T11:32:00.000+08:00

next week i'm ('we' actually) are going to Tasik Kenyir for BIG. Wut's a BIG? is it LARGE? naaa... it's actually a programme (compulsory in fact) for us (as future teachers..bla..bla..bla..) organized by our 'beloved' maktab in the hope that we are actually mentally and physically (not to forget, EMOTIONALLY) prepared before we go out to school in July. well, it's not a new thing for us to do jungle trekking, canoeing, running here and there, but...it's been a while since we last did it.ohohoho! moreover, we are not young and energetic anymore. fuhhhh! i'm feeling like aunty by the age of 24 (AHAHAHAHA!)

so cute!

2009-02-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

i want this baju tido!! it's so cute.

work!work!work!

2009-02-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

humm... if only there's someone to help me with this workload..fuhh~ by the way, this is my first post. i'm glad that i've finally created my own blog.. 'MY VERY OWN BLOG!' (well, it became possible with the help of miss ayien of course). now i'm struggling with my LCA assignment. what the... (it's difficult dude!)