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i nearly forgot..

when i was reading my boyfriend's blog and there's one post of a nasyid song entitle 'Hakikat Bahagia'.i tried to recall the song but i couldn't. it had been so long since i last heard the song. then, this morning, i asked him to sing the song for me.well...he seems reluctant at first but after persuading him for quite some time (well...i think i begged him for about 5 minutes to sing the song for me.huhu) he finally sang the song. still...i couldn't remember the song. so i googled for the song in you tube (thanks to the technology!) and i managed to find the song. it is by UNIC and after being waiting (the internet connection in my area is so slow..da) for more than 10 minutes, i finally remembered the song although the singer hasn't finished singing the song!!yeah!!NOW I REMEMBER!!i have the group's album See U D IPT back then in the year... (i can't remember...again!)i used to sing that song with my sisters.yeah!so i listend to the song over and over again and now i think i can remember the lyric.

well, the thing that i want to highlight here is that, i have the scemata of the song but after several years, it turned out to be in a greyscale. my memory has been covered with cobwebs i suppose.huhu. so, about the nasyid song, i love the song very much (years back) and i like another nasyid song sang by a boy (years ago...i bet he's now a tall, handsome man...) named aeman. the title of the song is 'BUATMU IBU...' I love that song so very much. so i browse for the song in you tube (right after i found the song sang by my boyfriend). and there it is!!!i listened to the song and suddenly my mind flew back to my school year... in MRSM Pendang, Kedah. it was the activity week and there's a nasyid competition and one group of tiny miny cute little boys sang that song and they won the competition.. (ntah2 budak junior cohort 5 tu ade dlm group tu).i missed my school (only the activities, not the exams+hardwork..da)

one day i'll be going to that school and i hope there's changes there. ADIOS

my weaknesses

nobody's perfect..that's the reality. all men are born with strengths and weaknesses. when people brag about their strength, i wonder how they accept their weaknesses...frankly, i do believe that i have more weaknesses than strengths.if one to say that 'i am good', i will say 'i am average'. it isn't about the matter of being humble or what not but it's the true me.we are not what we think we are. it's others to judge us but we ourselves. however, every critics should be taken as motivation and the stepping stone for us to become a better person.

i personally think that i have all these weaknesses in me:

1)easy to trust people
2)hard to get angry
3)easily forgive and forget
4)sensitive- i will be upset if someone scold me (even though he just trying to tease me)
5)the goldfish brain
6)lazy
7)procrastinating works
8)etc

me?teaching?

Today i went for a seminar organized by my friends (thank you to all the committee members) which basically discussed on how to become a good teacher bla...bla..bla...to be truth, i only listened to the first speaker (honestly she's the only speaker who had helped me to stay awake), but to the second and third speakers...sorry, encik and puan you both are not interesting enough to be listened to. well, i am not going to elaborate more on the content of the seminar (which i personally do not really sure of...huhu), but one thing that i am absolutely certain, i wanted to be like the first speaker Puan A whom to me a very dedicated, funny yet sporting teacher (no wonder she gets the title as master teacher for english) . i agree with her when she said that to be a good english teacher, one need to be opened in the sense that allowing students to point out anything that they think right or vice versa. if we look at the scenario today, most teachers practice the one way communication style, which to me isn't good. but things like that happen in school where only the teachers 'talk' while the students 'listen'. well, easy said than done...to change the attitude of the teachers is one thing, but to change the perception of the students towards english language itself is another thing that a teacher need to ponder...so,will i be a good teacher then?or am i to be like other teachers in schools who take the teaching profession for granted?me?teaching?

wedding oh wedding...

Last two days,i received a wedding invitation card from azamuddin and yesterday morning i received another card from his 'wife-to-be' Munirah. simple cards but full of emotions. thank you to you guys for handed me the cards. you guys are great! well, to be truth, i shan't go to Munirah's wedding reception in Malacca because it is quite far. but i've promised Azamuddin to be at his wedding reception in Bota. waaa!!!jeles ngan korang!!! you are getting married and it's so GREAT!!!when will be my turn then?huhu (i shouldn't plan for 4 years to get married.should plan ahead by now.the sooner the better).

and...

there are so many things happened lately.most of them are good (thank God). friends and family are giving me their full support of everything that i am doing at the moment. it's a sign of good luck i suppose.huhu. i am happy with my life now. to have somebody to share thoughts and experience. what else should i ask after receiving this good fortune?hope i'll be happier day by day and...i hope it will lasts forever. seven heaven :)

you guys .... grr... :@

well, it happened about three to four days ago (i can't remember the exact date~ thanks to my goldfish brain...) when i discovered a humiliating thing. it's not only about myself but also about others who did it to me (sampai ati korang :@ ) well, the story started like this; on one sunny morning, i handed over my beloved lappy to a friend of mine for treatment (i mean.. there's something wrong with my lappy and this friend is supposed to fixed it). i trusted him whole-heartedly but it turned out to be a nightmare when he and his two other friends opened up my document and 'luckily' they saw my pic (which is NOT for public viewing)...can you imagine how i FELT after knowing it?hmmm....this incident has actually made me to be more cautious and not to believe people that easy..thanks to Mr Akmal who had helped me to find a software which could encrypt my RAHSIA folder. to my three "GOOD" friends;GROW UP GUYS!DO NOT VIEW PICS WITHOUT PERMISSION!

Food and MORE Food

i love to eat lately.am i getting fatter? OMG!!i'm PANIC!

B.I.G vs SUNBURN

just finished B.I.G...fuhhh... what a relief.B.I.G was tiring but FUN!!!never thought that i'd be so enjoyable.At first i thought it would be some kind of army training with all the burdening chores..muahahaha! Lucky me (and friends) that we only got to do some kayaking, jungle trekking (where the leeches climbed up to your slender waist...euwwww!geli!!) and also with the in-the-jungle kind of entertainment (well, salute to all my friends+juniors.you guys are BIG actors!!!).ahahahah.owh, before i forgot, to Mr. Z (God knows who.hehe ) you ROCK dude! i really admire your mousetach.SO WHITE! however, one thing that i hated the most after doing outdoor activities is SUNBURN. OMG!!! my skin has changed its colour!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

LIVE YOUR LIFE

Rihanna (feat T.I): LIVE YOUR LIFE

You're gonna be a shining star,
With fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see,
You're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows,
Who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.

T.I.:
Never mind what haters say, ignore 'em 'til they fade away
Amazing they ungreatful after all the game I gave away
Safe to say I paid the way for you cats to get paid today
You'd still be wasting days away, now had I never saved the day

Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay
Instead of being gracious they violate in a major way
I never been a hater still I love them in a crazy way
Some say they sold yah and no they couldn't even work on Labor day

It ain't that they black or white, their hands in areas the shades of grey
I'm west side anyway, even if I left today and stayed away
Some move away to make a way, not move away 'cause they afraid
I brought back to the hood and all you ever did was take away

I pray for patience but they make me want to melt their face away
Like I once made them spray, now I could make 'em put the K's away
Been thugging all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break
You would rather see me catch a case and watch my future fade away

Rihanna:
You're gonna be a shining star,
With fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see,
You're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows,
Who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.

T.I.:
I'm the opposite of moderate,
Immaculately polished
With the spirit of a hustler
And the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit,
Impartial to the politics.
Articulate
But still would grab a nigga
By the collar quick.
Whoever had problems,
They reckonsile
They just holla 'til.
If that don't work
And just fails,
Then turn around and follow 'til.
I got love for the game
But ay
I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame
And the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin',
Back and forth with the argueing.
Where you from, who you know,
What you make
And what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight
Of what's important
With the positive.
And checks
Until your bank account,
And you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed,
Prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches
Cause you pis-pone morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice
And fore warning.
And we might be
Full of ourselves
All of a sudden aren't we?

Rihanna:
You're gonna be
A shining star,
With fancy clothes,
And fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see,
You're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows,
Who you are-are.
So live your life,
Ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
No telling
Where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!),
Ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay),
My life (oh),
My life (ay),
My life (oh)
Just living my life (ay),
My life (oh),
My life (ay),
My life (oh)

So live your life.

along's wedding

along's wedding. her waiting has finally came to an end. they got married a week ago, on the 25th of January 2009 which is on the same date of abah's 55th birthday (correct me if i am wrong). she looked so pretty!!! i envy her beauty. hope along and abg long (i feel weird to call him that. huhu) live happily ever after ;)

i don't know what will happen to my silver state. it's like a drama series, a never ending political issues.well, i'm not a big fan of politics but i think one should know something as general knowledge. it is interesting to know that people will do anything for power. (ish..ish..ish..) so sad to see Malaysian become segregated. what happen to unity?

Kickdefella,

Politik Malaysia sekarang semakin menarik. Ahli politik zaman sekarang seperti katak dan ular. Katak melompat. Ular mencari katak. pemimpin parti sibuk mencari katak yang ingin melompat. Katak yang takut ular juga melompat. katak yang di tuduh rasuah juga melompat. Katak yang lompatannya rendah jatuh gaung.

Pasaran katak juga harganya semakin naik. Puluhan juta untuk seekor katak. Semua kepala ular sibuk mencari katak.

Sementara ahli politik membeli dan menembak katak rakyat juga di jual dan di beli macam katak.. Ramai tenaga kerja rakyat sudah tidak di perlukan. Mereka di beri cuti dan di galakkkan melompat. Kini katak imort dari India dan Bangla penuh di mana mana. Kilang kilang tidak berminat dengan katak tempatan. Di kawasan pembinaan katak Indonesia juga penuh. Malah katak Indonesia boleh bertukar menjadi ular pada waktu malam. Banyak sudah mangsa ular dari Indonesia. Malah ada gadis gadis tempatan di tangkap ular Indonesia yang panjang lidah.

Wow, inilah Malaysia pada tahun 2009. Katak dan ular di mana mana. (taken from a blog; Kickdefella)

well now, i'm looking forward to go back to my silver state for the coming state election (if there's any)

BIG OH BIG

next week i'm ('we' actually) are going to Tasik Kenyir for BIG. Wut's a BIG? is it LARGE? naaa... it's actually a programme (compulsory in fact) for us (as future teachers..bla..bla..bla..) organized by our 'beloved' maktab in the hope that we are actually mentally and physically (not to forget, EMOTIONALLY) prepared before we go out to school in July. well, it's not a new thing for us to do jungle trekking, canoeing, running here and there, but...it's been a while since we last did it.ohohoho! moreover, we are not young and energetic anymore. fuhhhh! i'm feeling like aunty by the age of 24 (AHAHAHAHA!)

so cute!

i want this baju tido!! it's so cute.

work!work!work!

humm... if only there's someone to help me with this workload..fuhh~ by the way, this is my first post. i'm glad that i've finally created my own blog.. 'MY VERY OWN BLOG!' (well, it became possible with the help of miss ayien of course). now i'm struggling with my LCA assignment. what the... (it's difficult dude!)