close a door, open the next one

When we remember something, a process takes place in which our brains recover and reconstruct information about things we've done or learned.

memories are like shadows in our life. it may be sweet,sour or bitter and every memory makes us smile or cry and it lasts forever and we could not even erase it from our thinking box. there was a night when i cried my heart out...thinking that my life is not worth a cent...as i was frustrated on how people treated me...to the extend that i felt that i will never trust people no more. but my daddy said to me;

'setiap benda yang berlaku dalam hidup kita samada baik atau buruk adalah harta yang tidak ternilai. itu adalah pengalaman dan pengalaman itu seperti bayang-bayang kita.kemana kita bergerak, di mana kita berada, kenangan tidak akan pernah tinggalkan kita. tapi jangan hidup dalam kenangan. hidup la untuk masa depan, bukan untuk hari yang semalam. kalau hari ini kita dijatuhkan, kita kecewa, hatta kita gembira, itu adalah anugerah dari Tuhan. boleh menoleh ke masa lampau tapi hanya untuk dikenang, dan pandang lah ke masa sekarang sebab harini pasti ada kegembiraan yang menjelang"

if yesterday i've failed, i'll make sure that today will be a greater day. if yesterday i felt lost and sad, today i'll be happier...and so do the day after...i am not an angel, to believe that i'm the best. i am no God, to penalize people. i am me and i know what i'm doing is no sin...i'll try to erase all the bad memories from my brain today but i know it is not possible...but i believe that i have found something that is more precious than anything else... i'll open a new chapter in my life today, to forgive and to forget and to treasure the 'gift' given by God. let today be a happy day for me: to treasure and to open the next door to life...seven heaven